I have to be done.

The pattern? Sucks balls.

Lucky and I are done.  I’m saying it here to keep myself accountable.

I do love him, I do think we could be really great together, but for my sanity, my emotional well-being, I need to be done.  Probably for my physical well-being too because I feel like all the negative emotions I’ve had around this relationship and holding in so much, is no good for me.

I have so much more to rant and to plan, but I think I just need some good old-fashioned wallow time tonight.

I already had a hair appointment set up for tomorrow and I’m really not sure how crazy this unfortunate timing is going to make it.


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