The pattern? Sucks balls.
Lucky and I are done. I’m saying it here to keep myself accountable.
I do love him, I do think we could be really great together, but for my sanity, my emotional well-being, I need to be done. Probably for my physical well-being too because I feel like all the negative emotions I’ve had around this relationship and holding in so much, is no good for me.
I have so much more to rant and to plan, but I think I just need some good old-fashioned wallow time tonight.
I already had a hair appointment set up for tomorrow and I’m really not sure how crazy this unfortunate timing is going to make it.