I want chocolate in my office, but then I remember there’s a reason I don’t keep chocolate in my office. It’s a vicious cycle. Thank goodness there’s no vending machine around.
I thought about cancelling my internet. I usually hate the advice that always tells people to cut the little expenses, but I already don’t have cable and buy coffee from a shop maybe once a month (and just found an awesome place that sells it for $0.50 hot or cold with free refills). But when I saw the $35 charge for internet come through this month, I considered cutting that out. My complex offers free wireless if I take my computer near the community center (and if I take it IN the community center, I would also get cable) plus I’d be less pulled into the computer…more about being social than interacting on social media, maybe get some writing done instead of jumping on the internet…but (sad realization now) without the internet, I couldn’t justify no cable because I always say I don’t need cable because I can watch my shows online. #singlewhitegirlproblems
If the advice in the book I picked up at the library yesterday, “Stop Getting Dumped” pans out (shutupdontjudgeme…review coming soon!), the author says I’m getting married in under three years, which seems like a long time, but it’s a lot more realistic than the books that claim they’ll get you to the chapel in 90 days. If I’m married in under three years, I’m married before I turn 30. Barely. I’m going to be 30. Fuck. And I’m going to be 27 next week. Fuck.
It’s really not all about getting married or a timeline.
I’m not entirely sure I was dumped. Currently it feels like a hiccup and I think Lucky and I will work it out. I think the book will teach me to behave more sensibly and teach me how to rein him in to behave sensibly so we can get back to growing a good relationship and we’ll see where it goes from there.
My proud, inner-eight-year-old-gymnast needs to CTFD in yoga because I REALLY didn’t need to take on the challenge of a minute in wheel when the instructor asked for any kind of back bend. She suggested making it the hardest thing I did all day…accomplished and now I’m paying for it!
Online shopping for business attire totally qualifies as work-related and -appropriate activity. I’ve been in the corporate world for five years without any real need for professional clothes, but am attending a two-day conference as a presenter next month so definitely need to step it up. I think I’d be most comfortable in an easy dress, so now I’m on the hunt. Any suggestions are greatly appreciated!
Things I don’t want to spend money on in the next few weeks (but have to anyway): professional clothes; my car registration; nude shoes for my sister’s wedding (there was a whole shoe trying on party to determine what color is best with the dress and she’s drilling in that we should get wedges because it’s on grass – there are no appropriate nude wedges); the second half of the dress for the other wedding; there’s more, but we’ll just say, “anything wedding-related.”
Things I wouldn’t mind spending money on, but don’t really have the money to do so: dresses…I had a dream last night that my closet was filled with pretty, pretty dresses; girlfriends brunch on Sunday; workout clothes…I’m still wearing workout clothes from college days and considering how much I work out, that’s redic; massages, facials and pedicures, oh my; an extra day in San Diego when I’m there for work.
My coping mechanisms seemed to have improved. I took my stress to the gym this week. But I say seemed because yesterday I took it to the gym, but then took it from the gym to the grocery store for brie and chocolate.
My pattern of good, recent weight loss was no match for the brie night. The chocolate is surprisingly still unopened, but I think I’m making something from CCK’s single serving archives tonight.
It was cloudy and hot and gross out when I went to work at 6:30 this morning. I love me some monsoons, but I have pool lounging plans this afternoon and they better not be ruined.
I work in the financial industry (but I’m not a financial smarty-pants or anything) and am not a fan of the special reports and all the buzz about the market. As a wannabe home buyer, though, who can’t really afford anything good right now, I’m okay with it. Although, I guess if I lost my job, I wouldn’t be able to afford anything even if the prices fell more. Another vicious cycle.
I’m not a fan of being the only female in my office. I just had a meeting during which the men were screaming over each other and when I found an in, I started to say something and was ignored and interrupted – twice.
Thank goodness it’s the weekend!